if only

"so now we live in fear of the unkown. insecure and skeptical, her trust in me is blown. besides the past we face, we both have grown. through the pain to find the strength together or alone. how could i ever be so blind that i could not see. how could i ever stray from what has meant so much to me. how could i ever gain her trust without the guarentee, of who i am or where i'll be"